I don't find any reason to give any respect to my father anymore.
I've searched for ways to respect my father as he is,but there isn't one.

He told me three months ago,I can go for college. Today he's telling me I should go for Form6.

He tells me that his friends and my cousin(26 years) says that I should go for Form 6 cuz it's the best choice.
And when I say my old form 6 friends tell me not to go,because it's a lot of challenge.
Might be too big for me to overcome,even my teacher says I'm not suitable for Form 6.
But he says I always listen to my friend.
So his friendsa re right,mine are wrong.

He tells me a degree is important,but it's as if he doens't understand you can get a degree from college.
Just that the route is shorter,and more convenient.

He doesn't want me to study in anywhere else other than Malca,but I hate malacca so much I'll never come back once I leave.
NEVER.

I ask the reason,he says I am in no position to ask.

The moment I get to KL and study there,I'll stay there forever or move to another more advanced country.
What the hell do I have or do I care about malacca.

Then I tell him if I flunk Form 6 and then he has to send me to college,he say I never try I donno yet.
If I try,and I know.....wouldn't that be a little bit too late?

then when I use his own words and fire him back in the face,he says he doesn't want to talk because he'll vormit blood.

yes,i've come to the conlcusion that my dad cannot be in my list of role models.
My mom who supported me so much y'day,suddenly contradict herself and support my dad.
So sorry,oh well.

List Of Respected Individuals

1.Dr Mahathir.
2.My uncle.
3.Donald Trump
4.Lim Goh Tong
5.Lim Kok Wing
6.Mum and Dad